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Last month, I met Marin Sardy, the author of the book The Edge of Every Day, for coffee. She had been my teacher in an online essay-writing class, during which we found out we lived near each other. We decided to meet.

Marin was fashionable but understated, in her white flowy pants and simple black top. Once she started talking her fierce intelligence was evident. She was delightfully intense. At one point she talked about the passing of her brother, and her eyes shone with grief. She also seemed to have a core of something solid holding her up. She had loved him, and she refused to let the loss sink her.

I hadn’t yet read her book—a memoir about schizophrenia, which her mother and brother were afflicted by, and which ultimately claimed her brother’s life. But, inspired after meeting her, I bought it and consumed it just days after. Her book is spectacular.

For anyone who works with patients with schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder and/or bipolar disorder, or their family members, this book is a must-read. It humanizes the illness. It shines light on the intensity of the terror and heart-break families experience. Although her book isn’t a call for mental health care reform, per se, she doesn’t shy away from directly pointing out places where better resources and a mo

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Autobiography of a Schizophrenic Girl

August 17, 2009

This is the story of Renée, a young Swiss woman suffering from schizophrenia. At age five she first began to experience what she called Unreality. Initially Unreality happened only occasionally, as when her playmates suddenly seemed to swell or shrink until she didn’t recognize them, or when the nearby school took on the aspect of a prison, or when the local valley seemed to stretch like an endless desert suffused with a brilliant, oppressive light. In time, however, Unreality appeared more often and more intensely, causing in Renée an unbearable “electric” tension and the “Fear” of impending doom. Here is how she later described Unreality:

It was in the course of the first year of analysis that I finally realized the danger I was in. For me, madness was definitely not a condition of illness; I did not believe that I was ill. It was rather a country, opposed to Reality, where reigned an implacable light, blinding, leaving no place for shadow; an immense space without boundary, limitless, flat; a mineral, lunar country, cold as the wastes of the North Pole. In this stretching emptiness, all is unchangeable, immobile, congealed, crystallized. Objects are stage trappings, placed here and there, geometric cubes without meani